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havent posted anything in a million yrs. =) but now that the choir frenzy has all died down, my life is less hectic and i like it the way it is now.. i finally have the time to catch up with some frens and my dwindling work.. =X doubt i will do well this JCT. Such inconsistencies.. tsktsk. i'm gg to try very hard. Stand strong to what i believe. There's this verse that i keep really close to my heart from psalm 73. it recognises the Lord's hand in our lives when we ourselves have no will and strive to carry on.

Increasingly in this world, i'm becoming more and more aware (or should i say cynical) about what ppl do. It's like totally unacceptable to me- yest, i was trying to make it for both the choir gathering and my SSgathering. Come on. I was really trying, but no.. I had to get ticked off by some ppl. Didnt act feel like going in the end, but wells, since tingping agreed to go... When i reached there, yu act as though you didnt say anything wrong to me. WOW. amAzing..

Guess there are a few friendships that i would truly treasure. =) someone i have gotten quite close to in this period of time is prob tingping. besides that i feel that i have drifted quite a bit from the people in the batch. only talk to tingz and mf only.. in church tt is

oh ya, and.. There's this whole issue about ahem. Just wondering if it is very mean of me that i hate him so much.. Wells, i just cant stand the way that he speaks. Arr, the thought of him irritates me to the core.. eekS. i just hope our friendship wont be affected because of this ya.. hope things will get better..